Not fearing failure

It lurks in our heads.  The fear of failure.  Sometimes it is not even as clear as a fear.  A pessimism about possibilites that tamps down enthusiasm like water on a fire.  Faith is the cure.  Not skin faith, only heart faith will do.  Faith that prays “for Thine is the KINGDOM, and the POWER, and the GLORY with a confident shout!   Faith that looks at the power of God rather than the size of the giant.  Faith that is the “assurance of things hoped for” (Hebrews 11) because it believes that “God is able”( Ephesians 3 ).   On Sunday at FBC we will study John 12.  It is the inspiring story of the Lord yielding His life to the cross with the expectation of MUCH fruit.  He does not expect some fruit.  He expects MUCH.  He does not fear failure–not even the possibility.  Today, as I pray His words, I’m asking Him to give me His fearless heart.

The outward impulse

On Wednesday nights at FBC, we have been studying the book of Acts.  Remarkable picture of the early church.  Pure Christianity!  I have been impressed by the outward impulse of the Spirit’s filling.  Frequently, the first indication that a person was filled with God’s spirit was a boldness and energy to speak to others, to impact others, to escape the boundaries of private religion and make a difference is someone else’s life.  It is what Jesus predicted in John 7:38, “From his innermost being shall FLOW rivers of living water”.  Perhaps prayer is training and preparation for such an experience.  If we pray, sincerely, for OUR bread and OUR forgiveness, eventually our outlook will change from me to us.  If we pray, sincerely, for needs outside of ourselves, then gradually we become more ready to hear and participate when the Spirit calls us to do more than pray.  What a sweet gift from God!  Praying and learning the outward impulse of love.

Giving back

“I am amply supplied having received what you sent, a fragrant aroma, well-pleasing to God.” (Philippians 4:18)  Am I generous?  Forget the glass being half-full or half-empty.  Do I see myself as amply supplied and therefore able (and willing) to GIVE time, attention, effort, money to others and to the Lord?  Without the transforming power of the Christ, I fear that I will stay a consumer, always needing something, always asking, never giving.   Part of God’s plan is to make me useful and prayer is part of my contribution.  When I pray, “Thy kingdom come, Thy will be done”, I am using the privilege of prayer for something other than my own needs or desires.  It is a strange thought. I can use what He gives me and give something back, something that smells sweet to Him.  Will you join me?  This morning as we pray, let’s offer something back to God as our gift to Him.

Choosing the Best

I hope you are reading John 12. ( The “Re Verse” design for Bible Study is one of the things about FBC that I really appreciate.)  In this week’s chapter, we see the hard work that prayer often is.  In verse 27, Jesus says, “Father, save me from this hour”.  (NIV makes it a question.  I think a statement is a better translation.  Similar to Jesus in the Garden when his first prayer was “let this cup pass from me”.) It is understandable that all of us want to avoid pain when we can.  However, the Lord knew immediately that the better prayer was, “Father, glorify your name”.  I’ve been there.  Have you?  The first thing you feel/want is NOT the best thing.  The higher aspiration can only be born as you set aside the lower.  Prayer, including the honest use of the Lord’s Prayer, is hard work.  It requires me to choose the best, even when my first desire if something else.

Children of light

I hope you are reading John 12.  It will be the text for worship and Sunday School this coming Sunday at FBC.  Jesus speaks, first, about “walking in the light” (vs 35). Then He speaks about becoming “children of light”(vs 36).  The first is a case by case obedience.  As He gives us grace to see His will, we move forward into it.  We walk!  One of Mary’s early lessons re. her son was, “Whatever He tells you to do, do it” (John 2).  The second phrase in John 12 is something different.  To become a child of light is to have your whole character and direction shaped by the will of God.  It is not case by case, it becomes your character.  Interesting.  Every time we pray the Lord’s Prayer we call God our Father.  I wonder how often we consider whether we are becoming  His children.  “To them He gave the right to become children of God.” (John 1:12)

Forever

I was praying early yesterday (Sunday) and my mind stopped on the last word of the Lord’s Prayer.  Next to last if you count amen.  Forever!  What a strange thought.  Something that doesn’t decay or decline.  Ever.  Untouched by time. The Ancient of Days.  A picture of God Himself and of His Kingdom.  A God as VAST in duration as in glory and size.  It convicted me of idolatry, ie. conceiving a God who is small enough to understand rather than stretching my mind to embrace “the God who is really there” in all His infinite mystery. It convicted me of fear, not trusting a God this grand.  O God of FOREVER make me a true servant of your eternal kingdom.  Make me embrace with my heart what I cannot imagine with my mind.  No end to your kingdom or power or glory.  The ONE unchanging reality.  You are forever.

A way of escape

In the Scripture, the word for temptation and the word for trial is the same.  (peirasmos).  While God is willing to keep us from temptation (the seduction to sin, and the negative influence of the evil one which often come in times of suffering), He is not willing to keep us from trial.  We cannot pray it!  The promise of God is that “with the temptation there will be a way of escape” (1 Corinthians 10:17) with the continuing thought, “that you may be able to endure it”.In our hardest moments, God desires us to trust Him to monitor the time that the suffering will last.  He gains glory as we keep our eyes on Him, even when they are filled with tears.  He promises a way of escape!  When we pray “Deliver us from evil”, we silently whisper this additional word, “in your time, Lord, in your time”

Defender and Friend

In John 17:15, Jesus prays for us.  “I do not ask you to take them out of the world, but to keep them from the evil one.”  Some temptation/trial is an unavoidable part of life, but that being lead into temptation, into it’s power, into it’s captivity is not!  When difficult moments come (and they do), we need Him more than ever.  We need Him to FIGHT for us!  Jesus BELIEVED that the God of the Universe was willing to come and give protection and fire power in our weakest moments.  He knew also that we have to ask! Even when we do not deserve His help (we Never do)  “Frail children of dust, and feeble as frail, in Thee do we trust, nor find Thee to fail: Thy mercies how tender, how firm to the end, our Maker, DEFENDER, Redeemer and FRIEND.” (Robert Grant)  Today I hope you will ask Him (really ask Him) to Deliver us!

His will, mine

When we pray the Lord’s prayer, part of the benefit is to contemplate a world of people who do the Lord’s will.  It is not so now. “All we like sheep have gone astray, each has turned to HIS OWN WAY”.  The world does not live in harmony with God’s purposes.  Does the church?  Perhaps, as we pray these words, we should honestly account for the amount of “self-will” that directs our own decisions. To follow Christ is to learn a life of cooperation with the will of God.  Even when it is hard.  Especially when it is hard!  Facing the cross, feeling the dread, Jesus prayed his own version of His prayer. “Not my will but thine be done”.  Today as you pray, will you hold before an eternal God the stubbornness of your heart?  Will you yield and let Him soften your heart into complete and glad surrender to His will?

Trust and Timing

When we pray “Thy kingdom come” we are embracing the idea that some amount of time separates what “is now” from what “will be”.  “Maranatha!” prayed the early Christians.  “Come Lord Jesus!” they cried with urgency and hope.  Even so, they recognized, eventually, that patience would be required of them because patience is one of God’s qualities.  When I get to glory, one of the things that I believe I will regret is the YEARS that I spent not seeing the outworking plan of God.  I was praying for His help but didn’t see it because I was looking for a solution that didn’t take time!  Imagine this morning that God is stretching your heart to allow His plan to work out over time, short or long.  Imagine Him asking you to pray for things that you may not even see in your lifetime.  If you want His will, do you want His timing?